new start

So much has happened since the last post...I've been fighting the PPD without medication. It's not that I'm against medication, but none of the depression medications have been approved for use while breastfeeding, so there you go. I do get a lot of pressure to just stop nursing him already, but the way I see it, he's our last biological baby, I wasn't able to nurse Kenzie as long as I wanted to, he's already almost 9 months old and can drink regular milk in 3 months. If I've been going through hell for this long, what's another quarter of a year? Right? Someone please tell me I'm right...cuz if I've been doing this for no good reason, that's even more depressing. I just want to know that I'm doing the right thing for him.
More has happened too, but I have to go get my girl from the bus stop. Yeah, the bus stop...she's in kindergarten! More later...